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LILI! or meilin or neath
why did i make this?
sooo this is my first diary entry on here,,,, ive never really written a diary where it can be accessable to everyone (other than me on my private twitter account but that DOESNT COUNT!)
its already february??? i literally keep forgetting its not january anymore lmaooo also chinese new year is coming up, im so excited
teehee especially because of the red packets which contain money, although i will be crazy and shove my khqr to everyone's face for them
to send money for the occasion. also valentines is coming up, obviously i don't have a lover (is yearning for one right now oops...) and
i care more about my health because i fell sick on it two years straight since 2022 so im more concerned about that than all the couples
flexing their love to each other (i hate all of you it SHOULD BE MEE!!)
school has been pretty eh this week? i'm so happy i got a B overall for my first month, its been years since i got a B overall
so i have been very escatic about it!!! even got money from my parents because of it so i gotta keep up the grind!! for the sake of
getting money!! also my english teacher wasn't present for two hours this week so i had so much time to do some of the homework i
haven't done. i kinda feel guilty for unintentionally lashing at my friends when things don't make me happy it was like three times
already,,, i feel guilty for doing so but its probably due to me not being able to properly regulate my emotions as usual and that.
if any one of you who are my friends that i mentioned here are reading, im really sorry for doing so
i don't know what to do with my wavy hair omg..... it's hard when struggle with self love and acceptance, parents not knowing wavy hair
care (well my mom has straight hair and my dad has wavy hair and his hair is short..... see for yourself), society not also encouraging
wavy haired girls to love their hair texture and instead straighten it (i am also a victim... mainly because i never really have time to
manage my hair due to school) but after this im not going to straighten it anymore until who knows when? so that's why i am saying this
because i have no one to help me with this hair care bullshit.... there are barely hairstyles that actually would look good on me with
my natural hair texture, also i have a big forehead so the go to is obviously bangs but the problem is that my hair curls up when i cut
bangs because it's too short for the hair to weigh itself down so imagine how embarassing and goofy i look LMAOOOOO,,, anyways let's see
if we can manage to find something that will work out in the future!
thats all for nowwwww
ecrite avec amour,
lilibear
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LILI! or meilin or neath
( ⁎ᵕᴗᵕ⁎ ) welcome to my virtual diary :) my name is lili ! this is where i talk about everything! i hope you enjoy being here :>
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03.02.24 first post!! just made this website, its a bit messy as for now sorry
05.03.2009 birthday :D
05.03.2009 birthday :D
about me
LILI! or meilin or neath
about me:
my pronouns are she/her! i am 14 (turning 15 in march), i am khmer and chinese, mbti is isfp, zodiac signs are pisces (western), cow (chinese) and mouse (khmer). i am fluent in english and khmer, i know little basic chinese and i am learning french! i have undiagnosed adhd and probably bpd (not yet analysed). i love fashion, food, music, makeup and is very obsessed with them all
likes:
ribbons, hairclips, boba, noodles, math, flowers, miraculous ladybug, cats, snoopy, kuromi, adventure time, jorts, strawberry shortcake, kpop!
hobbies:
playing badminton, learning languages, playing games, coding
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i love flowers a lot, my favs are orchids, daisies and roses! they are very beautiful and so, flowers for me!!
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why did i make this?
i will be brutally honest with you guys.... this is actually for my coding lesson homework that i was assigned to do so jlfdsfds but also, i've always wanted to make a blog for myself when i was younger where i can make it literally the epitome of me. so this is basically me doing justice for little me who has always wanted to blog about my life but didn't know how to do so :)
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diary entry, date: 03.02.2024
sooo this is my first diary entry on here,,,, ive never really written a diary where it can be accessable to everyone (other than me on my private twitter account but that DOESNT COUNT!)
its already february??? i literally keep forgetting its not january anymore lmaooo also chinese new year is coming up, im so excited
teehee especially because of the red packets which contain money, although i will be crazy and shove my khqr to everyone's face for them
to send money for the occasion. also valentines is coming up, obviously i don't have a lover (is yearning for one right now oops...) and
i care more about my health because i fell sick on it two years straight since 2022 so im more concerned about that than all the couples
flexing their love to each other (i hate all of you it SHOULD BE MEE!!)
school has been pretty eh this week? i'm so happy i got a B overall for my first month, its been years since i got a B overall
so i have been very escatic about it!!! even got money from my parents because of it so i gotta keep up the grind!! for the sake of
getting money!! also my english teacher wasn't present for two hours this week so i had so much time to do some of the homework i
haven't done. i kinda feel guilty for unintentionally lashing at my friends when things don't make me happy it was like three times
already,,, i feel guilty for doing so but its probably due to me not being able to properly regulate my emotions as usual and that.
if any one of you who are my friends that i mentioned here are reading, im really sorry for doing so
i don't know what to do with my wavy hair omg..... it's hard when struggle with self love and acceptance, parents not knowing wavy hair
care (well my mom has straight hair and my dad has wavy hair and his hair is short..... see for yourself), society not also encouraging
wavy haired girls to love their hair texture and instead straighten it (i am also a victim... mainly because i never really have time to
manage my hair due to school) but after this im not going to straighten it anymore until who knows when? so that's why i am saying this
because i have no one to help me with this hair care bullshit.... there are barely hairstyles that actually would look good on me with
my natural hair texture, also i have a big forehead so the go to is obviously bangs but the problem is that my hair curls up when i cut
bangs because it's too short for the hair to weigh itself down so imagine how embarassing and goofy i look LMAOOOOO,,, anyways let's see
if we can manage to find something that will work out in the future!
thats all for nowwwww
ecrite avec amour,
lilibear
my interests
my interests
miraculous: got a fuck ton to unpack soo i started watching this show back in 2015 when that one ladynoir poster dropped and i have been obsessed ever since! although it's on and off for me, this time it came back pretty severe LMFAOOO i have never hyperfixated on this so much it's genuinely insane. the first few szns are actually pretty good (although s1 was kinda repetitive but no shit this WAS fully aimed as a kids' show and the budget was limited soooo) but it was so good thoughhhh. also s4 was kinda eh except for some eps especially the final eps (ADRIEN FINALLY REALISING HIS LOVE FOR MARINETTE IN RISK AND I, MYSELF WENT FERAL AND CRIED OVER LADYNOIR IN STRIKEBACK). im currently watching s5 and it is ok, i liked the first ep aka evolution A LOT (did not disappoint me at alllll), other eps were ok but it is kinda good, contrary to what some people said about it (uhhh ive seen the szn's final not on purpose, courtesy of my sister watching it before me,,,,, it's good but WHY DID GABRIEL WON??????). writing is obviously ass i totally get why people wouldn't like it but for me, it's personally good in a bad way that it makes me crawl back to it every single damn time LMFAOOO. also i will be firm about this but chloe should have never had a redemption arc, she was clearly irredeemable in the first place, she's a shitty person and her fans kinda have to get over it. also lila is actually so good as a villain (she does piss me off when she's hurting someone but whatever i live for it), oh she's gonna eat as the upcoming szn's villain! also felix is also shitty for SAing maribug and he also shouldn't have a redemption arc, or i'll be nice, have one but not THIS FAST? i would totally be up for one if he hasn't SAed mari but uhhhh yeah considering he's actually smart enough to figure out who monarch is, and possibly chat noir too. oh also about the specials, paris special is so freaking good i loved shadynette and adriclaw, we definitely need a sequel just about them, their lives and the universe itself (also shoutout to gabriel/hesperia we freaking love yewww) but the new york special, maribug and adrichat..... it was SO SADDDDD plzzz,,, overall its personally ok i just gaf about my fav characters a lot (adrichat, maribug & bunnalix) and the plot depends on the ep if its ass ill just watch through it for fuck's sake LMFAOO (s1 antibug, s4 qilin, s3? stormy weather 2.0 was ASS THANK YOU). we will pray for the hyperfixation to last until s6 drops PLSSSS.!!
kpop: i don't really care about it that much other than for the music and sometimes my fav kpop idols,,, being on kpopstantwt for the past three years has definitely change my perception of stan culture towards real life celebrities honestly that app is just so... i only use it mainly because i can talk about my interests and life there on my priv ofc, other than that i have completely abandoned my actual use for my stan account *(LIKE all i have been rting is important issues such as the ongoing palestinian and congo genocide...)* the music is still good especially from my fav groups (hence why i still like them), doesn't hit as much as before though lollll. >
others:
- pjo the series: it's not an official interest of mine yet but i have been eyeing on it for a while it seems interesting especially considering i used to watch the movies when i was younger. percabeth they are so cute too omg the actors both walker and leah are the same age as me?? crazyyy! maybe i'll watch it later
- adventure time: yes ive watched this show ever since i know the existance of cartoon network, its such a good show! haven't watched it in so long i think i want to do a rewatch on it, i heard it already ended but im not so sure. might be on my rewatch list
- fotb: omg i started watching this show because of those movie tiktok accounts and also because of forrest LMFAOOOOO its actually good up til like the last season idk,,, like yeah i practically watched those three grew up they were so cute back in s1 OMGG! kinda sad they ended it at s6 but i i will be honest that szn was definitely boring for lots of the time, even s5 was way better NGLLLLLLL
- gossip girls: also isnt an official interest yet but i do wanna watch it, ive seen clips of it (THE THANKSGIVING EP IJBOLLL PLEASE ITS SO FUNNY) blair seems so cool, will definitely watch it sometime soon.
- gilmore girls: ive watched a bit kinda forgot about it LMAOO sorryyyy i love rory and paris thoughhh might continue watching it again later
about me
LILI! or meilin or neath
about me:
my pronouns are she/her! i am 14 (turning 15 in march), i am khmer and chinese, mbti is isfp, zodiac signs are pisces (western), cow (chinese) and mouse (khmer). i am fluent in english and khmer, i know little basic chinese and i am learning french! i have undiagnosed adhd and probably bpd (not yet analysed). i love fashion, food, music, makeup and is very obsessed with them all
likes:
ribbons, hairclips, boba, noodles, math, flowers, miraculous ladybug, cats, snoopy, kuromi, adventure time, jorts, strawberry shortcake, kpop!
hobbies:
playing badminton, learning languages, playing games, coding
explain ur user: